Monday, December 10, 2012


The calendar moved around another time for me and here I find an old gray headed. wrinkled woman.  Yet, I love the idea of being alive. 
I spent the day at home and cooked, ate then got fatter.  :(  You can always do that instead of going out to places and people who really don't care and issue fake congrats.  My sister came the next day and brought me gifts then bought my lunch.  It was a nice time except for going to the nursing home to see Mom and Henry.  It always depresses me to go there, since it reminds me of my own mortality.