Lonely

Ever felt useless when around other people?  It's become a way of life with me, since I am alone and living in my mature years.  Darn, that was a nice way of saying I old and haven't got a life.  I find that being alone has it's pro's and con's.......I can do as I please most of the time, but there are times I long for a partner to share my life with.  It's those times, that I see others with their spouses, sharing moments that I once shared with someone.  Boy, do I feel on the outside, looking in, during those times.